It's been awhile...

Haven't posted in a few months. It's been a roller coaster, emotionally. Sometimes I'm fine and hopeful to get started again, and sometimes I'm just sad that I'm not getting ready to give birth. 

Today just became one of the latter. AF came yesterday, so I've just started day 2. Saw a commercial of a woman holding a newborn little girl and just started crying. 

This sucks. I'm thinking about completely giving up writing this blog. I originally wanted to chronicle my journey and give hope to others going through IF, but I don't know how much I have anymore.