To test or not to test...

...that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
the (stings) and arrows of outrageous misfortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles
by waiting until my Beta. ...To wait, to test;
to test, perchance to know--ay, there's the rub:
For in that death of ignorance what other dreams may die?


Ahh, Hamlet! Somehow I don't think that Shakespeare knew how apropos this (paraphrased) soliloquy would be in the IVF world.  Anyone in a 2ww can relate, I'm sure. Beta next week. Time will tell outcome,  home test or no.

If I can stand to wait.

Things have been looking up.

Looks to be a bit of a good spell. I’m responding pretty well to the meds, so things are moving along. Picked up my new car in time for the snowy weather (thank you all wheel drive!) . Currently waiting for a job offer from a new company. 

2018 may be looking way up, indeed.